why the secrecy? >:(

I understand the reason behind it, but I don't know why it affects me.

Kk I'm just being sensitive yet again.

I dare not look far, for I am afraid. You may ask whats there to fear.

I am afraid that I may be wrong, that in the end, everything's gonna be the same. I am not afraid of being hurt, I'm just scared that I may hurt another.

Hello. I'm here again and I'm not emo or anything.

I was thinking about what growing up meant to me in my dad's car a few days back.

So, heres my two cents worth of crap.

To me, growing up doesn't mean you must have a change in character. Growing up means that the kid in you has died. As in literally. When you no longer believe in things that you used to. You could try, but at the back of your mind, a little voice will tell you that it doesn't exist. For example, magic. I try to tell myself that magic exists and i can actually teleport into some dino land through a magical polka dotted chocolate egg.

haiya. i forgot rdy. >:(

hi.

My back hurts like fuck. I can't help getting really paranoid about this.

I mean, I'm paranoid by nature so...i dont know.

Everytime i take a deep breath, like really deep breath, my lower back actually hurts. You know when your shoulders hurt and you get a really lousy massage that kinda pain? Yeah, something like that. Otherwise, I just feel this throbbing pain. So bloody uncomfortable. I can't find a proper sleeping position.

I just lost my train of though. >:(
Ugh, blogging material gone. Stupid back pain. Imma try to sleep.

wth la cheryl. Just what the fuck is wrong with you?

I need a break.

hello world.

I actually have a shitload of things i wanna say here, but i', too tired.
And therefore i shall sleepzx. Soon-ish.
(Btw, I hate the stupid jagged red line everytime i type some word thats not in chrome's dictionary. >:( )

So, why the hell am I here typing this redundant nonsense? I have no idea actually. I just felt compelled to. HAHA!

Oh, i manage to find that girl's blog. Im such an awesome stalker.
Other than the fact that shes pretty immature still, her life isnt THAT awesome actually. I don't really blame her for being like that.

Shes immature yet sensible. At least she knows what shes doing aint right. In fact, she sounds kinda nice. Really.

Hmm, first impressions do stick.

You can get through this tough part.
(sounds kinda weird coming from me, but i do mean it)

Imma blog about proper stuff another time. Sleepeh.