Y'know,sometimes i wished you actually visit this space. Simply because i explain myself better here. Maybe imma try to be totally thick skinned and ask you to read it tmr. ._.

Honestly, to me, the perfect date is just to cuddle somewhere (and i mean cuddling) or anywhere where we can just discuss about anything under the sun. Obviously the best place imo is at the beach where theres the sea breeze and stars and all.But its totally okay if we don't go there. LOL!

I am that kinda girl who doesn't need expensive gifts or expensive restaurant food. I only want your time and attention. Call me an attention-whore, whatever.

Somehow, i die a little inside whenever you forget something i say or are just don't notice obvious hints. It feels like i don't matter. Okay to be honest, i want the attentiveness. Dunno why, maybe cause it makes me feel needed.

It always feels like you don't need me. I throw stupid tantrums because i want your attention. Yes just like a kid. (Guess it applies even during older years)I get annoyed when i text you a long ass message, put in effort to put the emoticons and all and you reply me with a half-hearted answers. I hate that. It feels like a one-sided effort y'know what i mean? It hurts okay. Especially when its about something about the relationship. If you don't give me the attention i crave, i will go to another source. Subconsciously creating a barricade between you and my feelings.

I believe i have told you this at least 9000 times.

I'm sorry for being so sensitive and needy. I can't help it. All i want is some communication. Not material goods. :(